Maqenike (We Will Collect)

With Teeth 
Nine Inch Nails (album cover) 

After my 2020 experience, I felt like we had all gone through something incredibly significant, energetically speaking, with the calculable heartbeat-like rhythm of the Earth in mind. I sensed an energy shift, one that I am not able to fully explain. In Native cultures, the term for this is Armageddon, which doesn't mean a full-scale annihilation, but rather an overturning of a status-quo pertaining to consciousness or everyday life (this is already getting wordy, isn't it?).  

In this timeframe, for good or for ill, we became more intertwined as a global community than ever, based on extreme and opposing political views, if nothing else. But there was a lot more going on than just political debate. The airwaves and radio frequencies became saturated with the news generated out of the United States and it resonates so strongly, it is hard to come up for air and realize that there are other things happening. I would never claim to be someone who is fully cognizant of all current events, I live a rather solitary and sheltered life in many ways, but I do know that the things I have been keeping an eye on seem to have a global significance. So, I keep hammering on this nail (no reference to military manoeuvres intended) hoping I will eventually strike the right key to unlock all the things I see that are worth making note of. 


I am amused, in a horrified kind of way, to see the current US President using what they are calling the "F Bomb" in a brief press conference as of late. If you don't know why he was swearing on camera, I will leave it up to you to look into it, but it was an expression of passionate anger. I've felt that same sort of passionate anger, and maybe even for similar reasons. I've sort of felt like people don't know what the "f-bomb" they are doing anymore, especially after the Covid-19 experience. And especially after I felt like I could hear the Earth itself crying out for a restoration of balance. As bad as things are right now, they seemed a whole lot worse BEFORE the pandemic, if anyone can recall that far back. Back then, the prominent issues were gun violence and police brutality. And then everything started to slide, kind of like mud along the banks of the river, and everything started to mix and churn, politically and artistically, too. 

The thread that ties that era to the  current events I've discussed Here and Here are shadowed by the work that emerged from this timeframe and I feel like you, dear reader, are waiting with baited breath to see what the next chapter holds for me and my Swiss counterpart. Well, a long time ago, I posted a video on my now defunct YouTube channel in which I described my process as an artist. I described how I made original lines and then erased them, and made new lines on top of the ones I erased (but were still faintly visible). This process gives a drawing dimension, especially as an underlay to a watercolour painting, for example. And for me, time is not a linear thing, it is more like a wheel with spokes and a hub. I reach back in my mind in a to and fro kind of way and therefore, am able to find great significance in past endeavours, especially on a creative level. So, in this way, the conflict is erased and all is forgiven with Zeal and Ardor's album Wake of a Nation because it provides endless commentary on that tumultuous era regarding  the state of affairs in the United States, which were having an enormous impact on many people, emotionally, including me. In case you don't know this, my father was American and I lived all my life in the Canadian province bordering Maine, after he died. The US has always been a part of my identity. So, I used to cry all the time back then. I didn't realize it, but in hindsight, I can see I was utterly miserable. I felt like I was carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I felt like I was COLLECTING all the sorrow in the entire world, in fact, and I was drowning in it. I couldn't stand to hear news story after news story about police officers killing black men at point-blank range at traffic stops, and so on and so on. It seemed so hopeless.  

To express what I was experiencing, I started a music project, as I've mentioned before. It was more of a language project, as a matter of fact, than anything else. I had a world of information to record, and condensing it into sound compositions was a simplified way of doing it, for me. The word collect, is an important word in the grand scheme of my music project, and it deserves a deep-dive style blog post in and of itself, but I am not prepared to direct you to the composition I am referring to at the moment. As soon as I remedy that problem, I will write about it. For now, I want to remind people that my project is inspired by THIS and it is meant to highlight some attributes of the Indigenous language from my region (Eastern Canada). As I skimmed through the Passamaquoddy Online Dictionary, which encompasses aspects of the language of the Wolastoqey Nations, in correlation to the research I was doing for my music project, I noticed one word in particular. It is the word Maqenike

maqenike

verb ai 9
s/he collects; s/he gathers (food, clothing) for some worthy cause; s/he takes people in (into own home)
Plural : maqenikhotuwok
Verb Stem : -maqenike-

Example Sentences :

Peskotomuhkati-WolastoqeyEnglish Phrase
Ehtahs wen mehcinet, 
cu-oc wen maqenike. 
When ever someone dies, someone will go around to collect. 
Nit-tehc-ona 'tiyali-maqenikhotiniya 
weci-kisihpultimok elomi-tpuhkiwik. 
Immediately (as soon as they find out about the death), 
they gather food for the wake.


It caught my eye, so I clicked on it. It held a surprising meaning. It means he will collect , according to this language data base. 

The Collector is a Nine Inch Nails song, for example. It is on the album With Teeth

Looking at this word from a critical point of view, I broke the word down in several ways. The first obvious way is to do so according to its syllables. Ma / qe / ni / ke (pronounced ma kwa nee kay). And the obvious component of this word is the N I K E part. Nike is a Greek Goddess , the mythical Goddess of victory in battle. 

As is commonly understood,  the Greek language is only 3400 years old.  However, the Passamaquoddy language is over 10, 000 years old. I kept sifting through this Language Portal and found quite a few little golden nuggets like this one that caused me to do an awful lot of thinking. 

Without making this too twisty-turny, the other motivation I had was an attempt to dismantle a curse that was put on my maternal grandmother's family many years ago, but that is also another blog post for another day. Suffice it to say, I had a few personal reasons to take all of this very seriously. So I kept digging and sifting and digging and sifting. 

In a nutshell, I started to wonder if the term for the Greek Goddess NIKE actually stems from the language of my region's Indigenous peoples and the word Maqenike, specifically? When it comes to rhythm, according to my experience in 2020, I was able to trace my own heritage back to this exact region, and on a larger scale, I wonder how much of everything else is actually derived from this seemingly original source? It is a very big questions with immediately recognizable answers if you know where to look. Somehow, someway, something guides me where to look. This is not a conspiracy theory, it is something I have been able to trace through music, language, generational trauma, and so on, like a thread winding its way through a maze. 

And as for me? In 2020, one of the many things I experienced included the feeling of collecting souls of thousands upon thousands of children to help them find their way home and in order to express this experience, I made the album Maqenike under the banner of my music project Accihte. My intention was to record this experience as best as I could, in case I was unable to explain it somewhere down the road. I would like to remind you that it was around this same time that the Every Child Matters movement began due to the staggering amount of children discovered in unmarked graves from the Residential School systems. Everything was unfolding in the spirit realm, and therefore the realms of sound, in my mind's eye, highlighting the way home for those who were lost. I played the role of a beacon, or a guide post, or a lighthouse, I guess. 

Thankfully, I have regained my ability to write and to explain myself and am happy to reiterate the premise of this album today. On the cover of Maqenike, I attempted to convey a big ship, by splicing two halves of the same photo together and lo and behold, it looked like a goddess of some kind, bringing home an enormous shipment of souls, represented by the branches of a tree, in correlation to nature and all living things ( I realize it would help if the album were available to refer to but is not, at the moment). In the meantime, it only solidifies my stance. We are all one, sailing onward to home, on a vibrational frequency upon this beautiful Earth of ours. She calls us back home and the origins of that rhythmic cry very possibly begin here, on the traditional lands of our Indigenous People of New Brunswick, Canada and surrounding areas, blooming outwardly through time and space. 


The album cover of Maqenike 
for 
The Accihte Music Project

In regards to this curse, when the question of authority is at play, I consider the premise of authority to be correlative to origins. The church, for example, tried to exert their authority over members of my family on my maternal grandmother's side, who immigrated from Scotland. They fled this authority as it represented religious persecution and came to Canada, on a perilous journey across the Atlantic Ocean. Other parts of my family, on my maternal grandfather's side, were already here. As these bloodlines intermingled, I eventually came along, but it seems I was born under a mighty burden, rife with tragedy under the dark banner of a curse, as I mentioned earlier. I took it upon myself to figure out by what authority the so-called Church had to place a curse on my family, which evidently effected us all, year upon year. This inquiry is leading me to some very interesting conclusions and at the end of the day, my conclusion is this; they have absolutely NO authority over me whatsoever based on the origins of language itself. 

All that I have discovered within that investigation is what this blog is all about and collecting information is something I've been doing my entire life, in order to make sense of the death of my father so long ago. 

There's so much more to say. Stay tuned. 

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I come in the breath of the dead
Bathing in my papa's blood
Bare-boned and covered in red
Waiting on that evening flood
And I came on a ship on fire
To the seas you call your home
Climbed down from the highest spire
I disappear with the ocean foam

I collect all the things I need
I collect all the things I need
I collect all the things I need

I came in the name of the dead

To bring my neck to the blade

Come down where the tempests led...



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